after 3 week she want me to visit her and she can get us apartment so we can be alone.. because she live with her mother now..says she is a Medical Nurse.. and work so much and so hard.. and not have webcam or computer.. she tell she us internet at her work.. so If i send her money now she can get us flat / apartment.. then after she get some money from me.. I never get letter again.. I was first time to really send money.. i really believed her.. stupid me..
My honey, I so much miss you and I want to be with you a lot!
I dream about the place where we will meet. I imagine our first
meeting and I understand that I need this so much..I can't live
anymore without you, my honey! So when we will meet and where?
I understand that we need time to know each other better. But I
think at the same time that one meeting is much better than
hundred of letters! Only meeting can decided all important things
in our lifes! Only during the meeting we can see directly to
each others' eyes and understand all. One my friend also
communicated by the Internet and found there the man and they
also had such situation as we have now. Then the man understood
her and they met. Now they are married and very happy with each
other. so you see what the real meeting decides.. I think this
is really serious thing in our life. And of course this meeting
needs to be special, because it will be our FIRST meeting.
I want this meeting romantic,
special , for both of us.. I dream when we will be only together
with you.. nobody will be near of us. We will be only together..
only you and me.. I even don't imagine what I will do with you
when we meet! I want you so much!
Your princess Irina